PaddyluvsMooney

Eric Ross

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Now You Know Why by PaddyluvsMooney, literature

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Now You Know Why

I was alone, thinking that life wasn't worth it. That my dreams were a waste of time. I thought I was trapped in the blackness that ate away at my heart. He came then, with a chisel, and promised to chip blackness away all night. I couldn't stand how much I loved him. Even if we'd only been together for a short while, he'd taken my breath away every time I saw him for years. Before he'd come to me, revealing his feelings, he was the best friend I had. Now he's even more, but he was still pretty damn perfect then. I was upset, about my father, though his was always worse to him, and I didn't want to talk about it. My doorbell rang, and when I

... and proud by PaddyluvsMooney, literature

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... and proud

Im trying to put on words what I could never say to anyone. Its hard to wake up when you know that the first glance you get will be a cold glare. My father is a monster, he hates me, he thinks IM the monster. He asked me if I chose to be a freak just to make him mad. I told him he couldnt be more wrong. I told him he made me this way so I could be happy. He said that I was disgusting if that made me happy, and that I never seemed happy, and I casually explained that he hasnt seen me smile since I was eight. Its his own fault that hes lost his son. He blames it on homosexuality, he blames it on my mother. My poor mother. She tries so hard to

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Entry One by PaddyluvsMooney, literature

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Dear Journal, Okay, so, today Remus told me I needed to use a computer . I don't know what I'm doing, this is such an odd muggle thing. I'm supposed to make a list of the movies I want to see, because I've seen Lord of the Rings and that's it... *sigh* I wanna see the Star Wars movies... and I wanna see.... I dunno... I'd watch ANYTHING! I mean, I've only seen ONE movie before, so I'd totally watch anything... I called Lilly and asked her what movies she liked, but she laughed and wished me luck. Sometimes I loathe that girl. I'd see anything with Hugh Grant, because he's totally yummy, but I don't know what hugh grant movies are out t

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Entry no 2

So, Remmie was thoroughly amused with my failure at font changes... He thinks it's silly that I can't work this odd contraption... *sigh* Yesterday was slightly uneventful... James came over for a while, and we watched Monty Python! Oh. My. Gosh. Monty Python is SOOO amazingly odd!! I LOVE muggle films. Remmie and I had a little spat.... *tear* but we made up... *raises eyebrows* it was great!! I don't even remember what we were arguing about. James is soooo wierldy in love with Lilly. He- he's confident he wants to marry her. Remus and I thought that it was really sweet, and we started talking about our futures. Here's what we decided:

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Standstill by scattered--memories, literature

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Standstill

Slick red drippings, As daylight spreads, Life never begins, Until the world stops. Glittering water, Cascading to its stop, Where it stays idle, Swelling weakly. Those that were once so strong, Sit back and admire the sunrise, And the weak ones bleed, Triumphant in their last endeavors. The world is crystallized, And those that look can see the color, The beautiful lights, That bounce off the plain white walls. Leaves fall, And paces quicken, Seasons never turned so fast, And it all comes to a grinding halt.

You Saved Me Again by scattered--memories, literature

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You Saved Me Again

My eyes bead, and i cry, this time, they aren't tears, of blood, but tears for you. i felt the water, bubble around me, saw the world vanish, falling under the surface, your hand pulled me up, again. you are my angel, my life, you pick me up, when i swear to stay down, you'll never let me fall, you'll guide me through my pain.

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... and proud by PaddyluvsMooney, literature

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Michigan
Favourite genre of music: Whatever Genre the beatles would be...
MP3 player of choice: CD Player (OLD SCHOOL!)
Favourite cartoon character: SIMBA
Personal Quote: I'm dating ADAM!

Favourite Visual Artist

Not sure...

Favourite Movies

Harry Potter, LOTR, Lion King

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Beatles!

Favourite Writers

J.K. Rowling

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

My computer... the VAN.

Other Interests

Harry Potter, Boys, Sirius Black, Slash

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PaddyluvsMooney

Nov 23, 2006

WOW

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I'm back, and I'm happy again. I went through a weird period of emo-y-ness but now I'm EWWIC again!! :heart: Anyways... I just want to tell you all that I love you, and I'm sorry I left you. Adam and I are still together, but that's it. He and I are both going to try and return to DA. PS: My grammar has gotten effing better!

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PaddyluvsMooney

Aug 1, 2006

Devious Journal Entry

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have you ever cried so hard.... you felt yourself shatter...?

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PaddyluvsMooney

Jul 26, 2006

im back... sorry

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sorry i was gone for so long, but ive been finding myself a lot more lately... adam has been there for every step, but it hasnt been exactly the cleanest process. basically... i grew up... a LOT. it came from something really shocking and scary... and now i  guess i act my age more... im... looking forward instead of just thinking about the now. im sorry if you dont like it... but this summer has brought on a LOT of changes for me... :heart: i wasnt gonna tell you why... but i guess i need to. itll help to explain why ive become so much more serious... adam and i are a member of this group for gay people... and one of our friends... well...